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under the weather

(Originally published by Nattie on May 04, 2007)
I’ve been feeling under the weather for…well, forever. It started innocuously enough. I felt really full and would have intense indigestion after eating just a little more than I normally did. Then I started throwing up if I ate more than usual. Even if it was just a bite. Then diarrhea. Then more throwing up. Till all I seemed to do was live in the bathroom or hug a bucket.
I finally went to the doctor. Want to know what finally prompted me to do it? I felt too puny to read!! I knew something serious was wrong then.

The doc still doesn’t really know what is wrong. He listed a veritable laundry list of possibilities. I’ve been poked. Next week I’ll be prodded. In the meantime I’ve lost at least 10 more lbs from it and my jeans keep falling down.
I could still stand to lose 20 more lbs according to the doctor’s scales, but I want to be able to choose what I do and do not eat. Right now I don’t have a choice. All food is off limits to me.
So, here’s to not feeling puny any more and actually being able to read without kneeling before the porcelain god.
Copyright Natalie Rose York

2 Responses to “under the weather”

  1. Heather Says:

    Oh, Nattie. Dear girl.
    She is so far from puny now, I know, but it still hurts so bad to think of how long that demon was eating at her.

  2. Skipper Says:

    Heather, I know. Who knew? God knew…and sometimes I get so angry that He knew and didn’t tell us..and then He shows me that if we knew it all, we wouldn’t need Him.

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