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July 31, 2009
just general shtuff and nonsense
(Originally published by Nattie on May 30, 2006)
- memorial day was hot
- hot, hot, hot
- it was 91 degrees at 10:30 am
- the kids and i tried to picnic at the park, but we only lasted an hour
- then we visited family
- then i battled with water balloons that did not want to be filled or tied
- then i battled Clutter's Last Stand
- i have a bedroom again and not a resting place for clothes
- there is still some clutter behind the door
- shhh
- don't tell
- also rearranged the furniture in the living room
- i had some restless energy yesterday
- the neighborhood kids think it is great to play ding dong ditch
- i think they like to hear me yell at my kids to not open the door
- i think i'll just unplug the doorbell
- i finally got working on my "Living Beyond Yourself" videos and homework
- i also started my first book for the Summer Reading Challenge
- now i have to go back to work
- good thing i like it
- have blessed lazy, summer days
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 30, 2009
there has never been a doubt
(Originally published by Nattie on May 23, 2006)
does it ever just blow your mind that God has a plan for you and for your life. a plan that is bigger than you ever imagined. i have this really bad habit of limiting God, but something i've learned over the past year and a half or so is that God is big and if you don't place him in a box, well, he will blow your socks off.
There has never been the slightest doubt in my mind that the God who started this great work in you would keep at it and bring it to a flourishing finish on the very day Christ Jesus appears. ~ Philippians 1:6 The Message
Here's to having our socks blown off by God. Glory!
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 29, 2009
currents
(Originally published by Nattie on May 22, 2006)
current book: I can not list just one...rereading Shell Seekers by Rosamunde Pilcher, Balance That Works When Life Doesn't by Susie Larson and <Saving Your Second Marriage Before It Starts by Les and Leslie Parrott.
current playlist: I call it my Captivating playlist...
| "Add to the Beauty" | Sara Groves |
| "Amazed" | Lonestar |
| "Beautiful" | Bethany Dillon |
| "Beautiful" | Christina Aguilera |
| "Call Me Beautiful" | Ginny Owens |
| "Glorious" | Chris Tomlin Feat. Christy Nockles |
| "Hide" | Joy Williams |
| "In Your Eyes" | Nichole Nordeman |
| "Mirror" | BarlowGirl |
| "Plain" | ZOEgirl |
| "She Don't Know She's Beautiful" | Sammy Kershaw |
| "The Way You Look Tonight" | Benny Goodman and Peggy Lee |
| Video (Remix) | India Arie |
| "Voice Of Truth" | Casting Crowns |
| "With You" (Acoustic Version) | Jessica Simpson |
| "Wonderful Tonight" (Live) | Eric Clapton |
| "You're Beautiful" | James Blunt |
| You Should Be a Film Writer |
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| The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic |
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July 18, 2009
I'm addicted
(Originally published by Nattie on May 01, 2006)
a few weeks ago I bought a little present for myself.
It fits in the palm of my hand, but it stores tons of stuff.
I haven't even begun to plumb the depths of what my new little friend can do. A little over a week ago I didn't even know how to adjust the volume. Yesterday I discovered podcasts and audiobooks.
Yes, my new friend is an iPod. I cannot say enough about this little investment. I'm in *heart*. Who needs a man? I have an iPod. *giggles behind hand ala sayruh*
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 17, 2009
this make me laugh
(Originally published by Nattie on April 29, 2006)
| Your Hillbilly Name Is... |
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July 16, 2009
once upon a time
(Originally published by Nattie on April 27, 2006)
there was a girl who loved to blog.
she blogged all the time.
blog. blog. blog.
she'd walk down the road and say,
"I'm so going to blog that."
Then...life happpened and she stopped blogging.
She started working three to six days a week.
She started avoiding laundry even more and dishes and...
she really wanted to start blogging regularly again.
But she seemed to be having blogger's block
so now she is trying to see how many times she can say blog in a blog entry.
Miss me?
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 15, 2009
Back in the pocket again
(Originally published by Nattie on April 17, 2006)
Drowning in laundry...
packing lists...
and dirty dishes,
but doing otay.
I've missed you all!
Stop by and say hi!!!!
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 14, 2009
a little insight
(Originally published by Nattie on March 29, 2006)
We are not called to stay in the valley indefinitely.—Susie Larson
Just some good stuff I learned while at Hearts at Home. I needed it for my little valley sojourn. *muah*
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 13, 2009
out of pocket
(Originally published by Nattie on March 27, 2006)
don't cry for me, argentina.
I know I haven't been the most faithful blogger in the past few months anyway, but the next few blogs will be even more happenstance. heh.
I'm suffering from nomoneyforinternetconnectionitits. In plain and simple terms there are more pressing bills and internet was the first fringe benefit to go.
I'll be back. Soon. I hope.
XOXO from the library,
Me
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 11, 2009
tis so sweet
(Originally published by Nattie on March 14, 2006)
Cry Out To Jesus
by Third Day (2005)
To everyone who's lost someone they love
long before it was their time.
You feel like the days you had were not enough
when you said goodbye.
And to all of the people with burdens and pains
keepin' you back from your life.
You believe that there's nothing
and there is no one who can make it right.
There is hope for the helpless, rest for the weary,
and love for the broken hearts.
There is grace and forgiveness, mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are.
Cry out to Jesus. Cry out to Jesus.
For the marriage that's struggling just to hang on
have lost all of their faith in love.
and they've done all they can to make it right again
still it's not enough.
For the ones who can't break the addictions and chains
you try to give up but you come back again.
Just remember that you're not alone
in your shame and your suffering.
There is hope for the helpless, rest for the weary,
and love for the broken hearts.
There is grace and forgiveness, mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are.
Cry out to Jesus.
When you're lonely and it feels like the whole world is falling on you
you just reach out, you just cry out to Jesus
Cry to Jesus.
To the widow who suffers from being alone,
wipin' the tears from her eyes.
For the children around the world without a home,
say a prayer tonight.
There is hope for the helpless, rest for the weary,
and love for the broken hearts.
There is grace and forgiveness, mercy and healing
that meets you wherever you are.
There is hope for the helpless, rest for the weary,
and love for the broken hearts.
There is grace and forgiveness, mercy and healing
that meets you wherever you are.
Cry out to Jesus. Cry out to Jesus.
Cry out to Jesus. Cry out to Jesus.
Jesus Take The Wheel
by Carrie Underwood
She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh
Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus...
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. ~ Matthew 11:28
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 10, 2009
a little bit of this, a little bit of that
(Originally published by Nattie on March 11, 2006)
- a year ago I was lying in a hospital bed with a deadly blood clot in my lung
- my divorce was actually final on valentine's day
- life with my son is much like Ted's life with Curious George
- Jonathan was on the A and B Honor Roll for the third quarter and the semester.
- both of my children have had the stomach flu this week
- ...on different days
- being a single working mom isn't fun when your kids are sick
- spring is almost here...and I am so glad
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 09, 2009
making my skeletons dance
(Originally published by Nattie on March 07, 2006)
I read a quote on a board today that made me think. As many of you know I read all the time. I mean...ALL. THE. TIME. If I could drive while reading, I would.
And these sign boards with quotes on them tickle me to death with their misspelled words and possible meanings. Today...outside of a rental office...read the quote, "If you can't clear the skeletons out of your closet you best teach them to dance."
For one thing, why in the world does a realtor have a quote like this on their sign and for another it got me thinking about my skeletons. What skeletons do I have in my closet? I really don't think I have any. I have moments I'm not truly proud of, but I don't have any real secrets. If you ask me, I'll tell you.
Why? Because I taught my skeletons to dance. Or rather, God did. What do I mean by they dance? Well, they aren't really entertaining, but I bring them out occasionally to help teach object lessons or to let others know that they are not alone. God brought me to a place where being transparent was healthier than being a locked door.
That's what I mean about my skeletons dancing. I have them. Everyone does, but are they dusty and in the back of your closet or are they out being used as a discipling tool?
Just a thought from this skull of mine...
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 08, 2009
from the ashes
(Originally published by Nattie on February 27, 2006)
I have it in my mind that I need to say that I'm sorry for not blogging more often, but I don't know if I really am. A lot has been going on and blogging just hasn't been a Number One priority. A motto I try to live by is choose the best, let go of the rest. Some days I do okay and other days I fail miserably. I enjoy blogging, but my online time is very precious right now and I have to spend it wisely. So...there you have it. My rather long treatise on why I won't say I'm sorry for not blogging regularly right now.
I've been rather "thinking" lately. I'm officially divorced now. I signed those papers almost three weeks ago, but with courts and red tape I didn't find out for sure that I was really and truly divorced until late last week. And I wonder how I should feel. Relieved? Sad? Happy? Glad?
I'm a little teary-eyed at times when I think of what might have been, but for the most part...I am numb. I hurt more for my children, I think, than for myself. They have gone through so much already all because a dumb...oops I was about to cuss...butt couldn't keep his head in the game. And he still doesn't have a clue how his actions affect them.
I am so thankful that we serve a God who can bring beauty from ashes because there are days when I only see ashes around me. I only see the burnt-up remains of a ruined marriage. I only see the scarred broken hearts of my children lying on the living room floor and I don't even know where my heart is any more. But God can make something from the ashes. He is. I know He is.
Because there are other days when it smells like spring even though it is the dead of winter and in my mind that is the breath of heaven stiring up healing in our broken burnt-up souls.
freedom for captives
good news for the poor
comforting those who mourn
beauty from ashes
gladness for mourning
praise instead of despair
God is in the rebuilding, restoring and renewing business. Glory. ~Isaiah 61:1-4
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 07, 2009
snippets of a conversation
(Originally published by Nattie on February 16, 2006)
Me: Hi, it's me. How are you?
Mom: Fine. How are you?
Me: EMPLOYED!!!!!!
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July 06, 2009
I've fallen and I can't get up
(Originally published by Nattie on February 13, 2006)
at least that's the way I feel sometimes.
and sometimes as I lie on the floor I ponder whether i actually want to get up.
I'm tired and I can sleep on the floor, right?
When will I stop being exhausted?
When will the simplest tasks stop taxing me?
When will I bubble over with energy and enthusiasm despite ex-husbands who act like four-letter words, tight budgets, moves, sons with five-dollar word diagnoses, daughters who miss their daddy, bipolar, ear infections, dishes, vacuuming, tiger scouts, nursery duty, counseling appointments, dropping kids off at school or bus stops, supervising homework...
can I get off this merry-go-round?
no wonder I am tired.
there is a solution somewhere in all this mess. I just don't know where.
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 04, 2009
more evidence
(Originally published by Nattie on February 07, 2006)
more evidence is being found of God's blessings and His goodness.
Over the next four months...
- I get to volunteer at an Acquire the Fire concert and see Jeremy Camp not to mention seeing the awesome work of God in some of today's youth.
- I am going to the Hearts At Home Conference with my bud, Cheryl. I'm so stoked. Sara Groves is going to be there. And Julie Ann Barnhill. And Lysa Terkeurst. And Cheryl!!!!
- I am going to...wait? Am I allowed to tell? Well, it's in April. And it's in Texas. *zerberts* And I'm going to have fun.
- I am going to be a youth chaperone to the Icthus Festival. Do you know what bands are playing there?! Think I can knock the youth aside and join the mosh pit. LOL
Even though I'm still sick, I feel deliciously light and free. Of course, it may just be my Scarlett O'Hara delusion about not thinking about the ickies today. But who wants to think about the ickies today when there are hoop skirts and ball gowns that we can think about. Or songs like "Sing Like The Saved" by David Crowder Band (who is going to be at Icthus, btw) dancing through our heads. The ickies will always be with us. Let's not dwell on them and think on the what is lovely and pure instead.
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 03, 2009
she lives
(Originally published by Nattie on February 06, 2006)
I could go into a litany of why I haven't been blogging, but I'll keep it short and sweet to save you the agony of my drama queen whining and say...
- signed FINAL divorce papers
- been sick
- still sick
- stressed
- tired
- every other adjective that describes the above four items
- decided that being the mother of a little boy with Asperger's is blank (insert own adjective or adverb here) as if I didn't know that before
BUT
there is a but...God is good all the time. All the time God is good. Sometimes things are rough and sometimes I don't feel like I know where I'm going or what I'm doing, but God does. And if I quiet myself and listen to his still small voice I'm okay. He just blesses my socks off by being God. The one stable thing in my life. He doesn't change. His character isn't different than it was 2000 or 4000 years ago. And sometimes I could kick myself for not figuring this all out sooner. I wish I hadn't tried to fill that God shaped hole with alcohol or sex or food or tv or books or movies. I wish I'd understood that God just wants me. Not perfect me. Not spiffed up polished me. Just broken little Nattie who mumbles and has low self-esteem and ALL the baggage that I was carrying around with me.
God wants you too.
Did I say this would be a simple entry? Well sometimes I just gotta say, Glory! Sometimes my soul is just shouting and dancing even when my body feels like mush. Can I get a GLORY in the house?
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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July 02, 2009
Chaff and grain
(Originally published by Nattie on January 21, 2006)
Oh, the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person; having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but to pour them all out, just as they are, chaff and grain together, knowing that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then, with a breath of kindness, blow the rest away. ~ George Eliott

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July 01, 2009
losing something we love
(Originally published by Nattie on January 20, 2006)
Or suppose a woman has ten silver coins and loses one. Does she not light a lamp, sweep the house and search carefully until she finds it? And when she finds it, she calls her friends and neighbors together and says, 'Rejoice with me; I have found my lost coin.' In the same way, I tell you, there is rejoicing in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents. ~ Luke 15:8-10
I know this is about saving lost sinners, but this story also reminds me of searching for things we lose in our lives. Sometimes it is a set of keys. Sometimes it is a marriage. Sometimes it is a friendship. Sometimes it is our first love...our close relationship with God.
I can just see the woman tearing her house apart, looking high and low for her lost coin. Is it under the teapot? The couch cushions? Okay, maybe they didn't have those things in Bible times, but you get the picture.
And you have to wonder if there is a purpose to the losing. Is it to teach us not to be careless? To be more faithful? To pay attention to where you are going instead of what is behind you?
Whatever it is remember that there are things worth looking for and fighting for when lost because they are irreplaceable. And there are other things, like keys that you can just get duplicates for.
Copyright Natalie Rose York
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